Did what was “good” cause my death?
This questions is the last question in a series of rhetorical questions that Paul preemptively asks the Roman church in the wake of his declaration . . .
“But where sin multiplied, grace overflowed even more.” (Romans 5:20)
The first question asked, “Should we continue in sin so that grace may multiply (abound, increase)?” To which Paul responds to his own question, “CAN you?”
The second question asked, “Should we sin because we are not under the law but under grace?” Paul responds with a principle, “Do you not know that if you offer yourselves to someone as obedient slaves, you are slaves of that one you obey?” He argues that offering ourselves to sin leads to enslavement to sin, and that will ultimately lead to our death because “the wages of sin is death.”
The third question asked, “Is the law sin?” The answer Paul gives to this question is mixed. Paul argues that the law “sprang to life and I died”, but then he declares it to be “holy, just, and good”.
Which leads to this final question . . .
“Did what is good cause my death?”
The question is found in the backside of Romans 7, and Paul quickly dismisses any notion that the law is the villain. For Paul, the law is nothing more than the scorekeeper at a basketball game, the judge of a spelling bee, or the doctor evaluating a test result. The law exists to illuminate our rebellion, and it is our rebellion against God—what we call “sin”—that causes our death . . .
“Sin, in order to be recognized as sin, was producing death in through what is good, so that through the commandment sin might become sinful beyond measure.” (Romans 7:13)
As usual, the Greek words in the text give us a more vibrant understanding of Paul’s response to this last question. The idea that sin would be “recognized” is an extremely dull translation of the Greek word “phane”. The verb “phane” could be translated, “to illuminate”. Our English word “phosphorous” is from the same root word, so what Paul is saying is that the law—that which is “good”—serves to “illuminate” our actual sin condition.
Imagine how this might work out in our lives. Let us say we have a big scoreboard that will “illuminate” the score of our sin each day. The law determines whether something is a sin just as the rules of a sport determine when a point is scored. As we progress merrily through our day being envious, spiteful, hateful, disobedient, etc., the score continues to add up. By the end of the day, we look up at the scoreboard to find that sin is winning 743-0 . . . why do I zero points? Because Paul has already declared that “no flesh will be justified in His sight by the works of the law.”
The law merely serves to “illuminate” my sin . . . not to God, but to me.
It is this, now illuminated, sin that is “producing” death in me. The Greek word for “producing” is the verb “katergazomai” which is an intensified form of the Greek word “ergon”. We could translate this word as “actively working”. So the law illuminates the sin that is actively at work killing me . . . it would be like watching an ultrasound image of cancer cells growing. The ultrasound is not killing the person, it is the cancer that the ultrasound illuminates that is doing it.
To make this point further, Paul declares that it is the commandments of God that illuminate our sin as being “sinful beyond measure”. The Greek word is “huperbole” which is a combination of the prefix “hyper” and the base word “ballo”. Literally, the word conveys the idea of throwing a ball as far as you can, and then picking it up and throwing it even farther. We have taken this word and transliterated it into our English word “hyperbole” which means “an exaggerated story” (similar to a parable which would be a “parallel story”). Paul is telling us that the law serves to illuminate the sin that is killing us, and that this illumination given by the law reveals the truly heinous nature of our sin . . . not the justified, rationalized, watered down version that we choose to imagine.
So can you see it? Can you see your sin?
Has the law of God illuminated your sin? For those of you who run to Paul’s inference that we are no longer under the Mosaic Law, you should be careful because we are certainly under the law given by Christ at the Last Supper . . .
“I give you a new commandment: Love one another.” (John 13:34)
How will you stand up to the illumination of that commandment? Can you see how your envy, strife, gossip, and indifference are working in you? Have you looked up at the scoreboard to see how you are doing? Are you horrified to see the lop-sided score that you know is not an exaggeration?
I think Paul saw it too . . .
Paul stops toying with questions and he makes a profound assessment . . .
“For we know that the law is spiritual; but I am made out of flesh, sold into sin’s power.”
Can you hear the awareness of sin in his words? Paul must have felt the weight of his own words. It must have been crushing. Imagine describing the very thing that is working toward your own death, knowing the immensity of problem, and feeling the guilt of being unwilling to rid yourself of the very thing that is killing you. So Paul begins to confess . . .
“For I do not understand what I am doing, because I do not practice what I want to do, but I do what I hate.” (Romans 7:15)
Paul uses a few terms that are pivotal to understanding this passage. First, Paul declares that he does not “understand” what he is “doing”. The Greek for “understand” is the word “ginosko” which is a word that is more than intellect, it is an intimate knowledge, so applying this understanding to this phrase, Paul is reaching for a deeper knowledge . . . a knowledge of himself.
Second, he is frustrated with his inability to know what he is “doing”. Here is the word “katergazomai” again . . . the idea of “actively working”. Let us differentiate a few words in this sentence that have the idea of “doing”. I would interpret “katergazomai” as an action to which I am trending . . . my conduct in the last few days. It is this “doing” that Paul cannot understand. The second word is translated as “practice” in the passage. It is the Greek word “prasso” and I like the translation of “practice” but it could also indicate an established, consistent conduct. Finally, Paul uses the Greek word “poieo” to indicate a single action . . . the thing I just did.
So Paul does not understand the latest trend of his life because he is unable to establish a consistent lifestyle of the conduct he desires. In fact, as he looks at his life, and the last thing he did is illuminated by the law, he realizes it is not the thing he wants to do, but is the thing he vehemently hates.
This is the failed dieter, the recurring drug abuser, the person who swore to never do it again . . . they do not understand . . . they cannot get it right . . . they do what they hate . . .
And Paul says he is one of them . . . And I am too!
You can go in two different directions at this point: guilt which leads to depression or guilt which leads to determination.
But Paul continues . . .
“And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree with the law that it is good.” (Romans 7:16)
Wait a minute . . . Paul agrees that the law is good when he does not do it? So every time Paul fails to carry out the law—the law he wants to do—he is agreeing that the law is good? How does that work? This is the truth of guilt. When I fail and feel remorse, in effect, I am saying that I wish I had observed the law. I am in agreement that the standard set forth in the law is good. In fact, it is better than good, it is beautiful, excellent, and noble which is the true meaning of the Greek word used in the text—“kalos”.
“So now I am no longer the one doing it, but it is sin living in me.” (Romans 7:17)
Paul uses the idea of the trending action in this phrase, and he blames this current trend in his actions on the “sin living in me”. At first glance, this sounds like an excuse my twin 8-year olds would say, but Paul is making a point, not an excuse. Paul is fleshing out an understanding, and he starts by discovering a malevolent presence inside of him. Paul identifies it as a presence that is “living” in him. Paul uses the term “oikeo” which has a sense of a permanent presence . . . this word in its noun form is translated as “house”. It is a passive presence, but it is not going anywhere.
“For I know nothing good lives in me, that is, in my flesh.” (Romans 7:18a)
The picture is getting a little clearer as Paul continues this passage of the letter. He knows that sin has taken up residence in him, and he acknowledges that there is a whole portion of his being that is utterly devoid of goodness. This portion he refers to as his “flesh” is riddled with selfishness. It envies, it hates, it mocks, it is critical . . . it is the antithesis of the concept of love which he described to the Corinthian church just months prior to writing this letter.
“For the desire to do what is good is with me, but there is no ability to do it.” (Romans 7:18b)
Paul comes back to the word “kalos” and he declares that there is something within him that longs to live in that excellent, beautiful, and noble manner. Paul states that the desire is “with me”. The Greek word paints a great picture for us. The word is “parakeimai” and it is a combination of the prefix “para” (next to) and the word keimai (to lie down) . . . think bunk beds! The flesh is on the top bunk and it is dominated by sin, but on the bottom bunk is a part of Paul that dreams of being a person of excellence, beauty and nobility.
I hope that sounds familiar. I see that in myself. I know the husband and father I want to be. I know what kind of physique I want. I know what kind of follower of Christ I want to be . . . the question is whether I will find (literally, what Paul was saying in the text) the resolve to take the steps necessary to achieve “kalos”.
For I do not do the good that I want to do, but I practice the evil that I do not want to do.” (Romans 7:19)
Paul comes back to the word “prasso” (an established practice) but it is in a tragic confession. He acknowledges that his desire if for good, but he confesses that the practice of his life is “evil” . . . the Greek word “kakos” which is the total opposite of the word “kalos”. Imagine actually writing that line . . .
If you had to define the established, consistent conduct of your life, what would it be? Do you practice love? Do you practice generosity? Do you practice self-centeredness? Do you practice “kalos” or “kakos”? Paul confessed to “kakos”!
“Now if I do what I do not want, I am no longer the one doing it, but it is the sin that lives in me.” (Romans 7:20)
Again, Paul is putting it all together in his “understanding” by establishing that the desire to live in a consistent, excellent manner is present in him, but he just cannot do it. It is his flesh that continues to draw him away from the beautiful things and toward the sinful.
“So I discover this principle: when I want to do good, evil is with me.” (Romans 7:21)
Paul is ready to draw some conclusions, so he declares that he has found a “principle”. He uses the Greek word “nomos” which is the same word that is translated as “law” throughout the letter, so he is not floating an idea, he is setting something in stone. The law that he finds operating in himself is that the desire to do that which is excellent, beautiful, and noble lies within him, however, the evil inclination of the carnal man inside of him is also at work in him. Paul, once more, uses the Greek word “parakeimai” to illustrate the picture of both the good and the evil “lying beside” each other.
“For in my inner self I joyfully agree with God’s law. But I see a different law in the parts of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and taking me prisoner to the law of sin in the parts of my body.” (Romans 7:22-23)
Here is Paul’s picture of the battlefield. On one side, Paul sees “my inner self” and on the other side is the “parts of my body”. The “inner self” is literally the “inside person”, or in Greek, the “eso anthropos”. This is the place of the will . . . the place that dreams and imagines. Paul says that this side of him “joyfully agrees” with the expectations of God. Paul uses the Greek word “sunedomai” in this phrase to convey his feelings, and it is a word from which we get our word “hedonism” . . . Do you see the deep pleasurable, desirable longing Paul has for God’s righteousness?
Standing opposite of this pleasure Paul longs for with his mind is a different law. While the first law Paul identifies speaks to the desire of his mind, this “different law” speaks to the desire of the “members” of his body—the eyes, ears, hands, etc. It is these things that Paul pleaded with the Romans not to “offer any parts of it to sin as weapons of righteousness” (Romans 6:13).
Let me illustrate these laws with a trivial point. Your friend passionately longs to be in good physical condition. He devises diet and workout schemes, and even buys the workout clothes and the gym membership. However, his stomach craves some Krispy Kreme doughnuts. His muscles resist being stretched and strained. His eyes want to watch television. His head loves the comfort of the pillow. The ideal he has set forth in his mind is at war with his body. As the battle ensues, your friend’s idealistic “inner self” finds itself taken captive to sleeping in, sitting on the couch, and watching TV with the sugar remnants of a dozen glazed doughnuts scattered all over your brand new workout clothes. To which we all want to scream . . .
“What a wretched man I am!” (Romans 7:24a)
Paul uses the word “taliaporos” which is a word that can be translated as “miserable”. It is an interesting term because Paul is not necessarily defining himself as being “wretched” in quality as much as he is defining his experience of himself. This constant defeat is a miserable experience. Some commentaries even stretch the word to contain a reference to feeling “calloused”. Not that Paul has become indifferent, it seems as though the constant friction of the battle has left Paul feeling battle weary . . . a miserable experience . . . and a wretched condition.
So Paul laments . . .
“Who will rescue me from this body of death?” (Romans 7:24b)
Notice that Paul is specific as to the identity of his captor. It is the “body” that is wrecking everything. It is the “members” of his body—his eyes that lust, his ears that crave compliments, his hands that want more, and his feet that run to evil—from which he longs to be rescued. The interesting part of this phrase is that Paul begs the question, “Who will rescue me from . . .” The Greek, however, implies that Paul is looking for a rescue “out” of this body. Paul does not want to find a safe place in this life, instead, Paul is looking for the ultimate rescue . . . a place where “nothing profane will ever enter it”.
To which he celebrates . . .
“I thank you God through Jesus Christ our Lord!” (Romans 7:25a)
Our Lord, Jesus Christ, sent by God the Father is the One who has rescued us, and will rescue us. Theologians like to call it the “already, yet not yet”. We were rescued from sin 2,000 years ago when Jesus of Nazareth was crucified in our place at Calvary, but our rescue from this sin-prone body of death will take place at a glorious time in the future.
So Paul ends this passage of the letter with a profound understanding . . .
“So then, with my mind I myself am a slave to the law of God, but with my flesh, to the law of sin.” (Romans 7:25b)
Can you see the battle lines?
Which of these opponents are you feeding everyday? Are you feeding the excellence and beauty of the law of God? Are you studying the Scriptures, discovering new truths about the beauty of God’s love each day? Are you pleading for, and following ever closer to, the guidance of the Holy Spirit? How will your mind be informed to the “law of God” if you neglect the Scriptures and the pleading of the Holy Spirit to walk according to the righteousness of God?
For now, your mind is going to battle with the carnal, self-seeking sin nature which God has allowed to reside within you. It is a tireless enemy that drains your joy and destroys your entire being in pursuit of fleeting pleasures. But it is an enemy that can be beaten. Men and women throughout the course of history have battled it valiantly. Though they certainly have lost battles along the way, they persevered, they put on the armor of God, they stood their ground, and in the end they were rescued . . .
And now it is your turn . . .